if anybody needs me I’ll be acquiring skills
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“To be free is not merely to cast off one’s chains, but to live in a way that respects and enhances the freedom of others.”— Nelson Mandela
Everyone’s like “when you stop being dirt poor you’ll start liking capitalism” and now that I’m actually able to survive and have some financial security I’m like, “nope still have long term memory and still want to Eat The Rich”
AKA: you don’t have to be the one suffering to want to end suffering
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probably the biggest peeve i have when it comes to the british is their insistence on pronouncing the letter h as heyytchh
like where the fuck did that come fromhow the hell does anyone else pronounce it then?
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Brits have pretty varying accents but those who say heyytchh instead of h are straight up wrong
Jean-Léon Gérôme
Truth Coming Out of Her Well
René Magritte
The Mysteries of the Horizon
The Heartstrings
Luis Ricardo Felaro
The Balance of the Zodiac
John Everett Millais
Ophelia
Gustave Doré
The Raven
Satan Vanquished
Gabriel Ferrier
Moonlit Dreams
William Blake
Christ in the Sepulchre
The Great Red Dragon and the Woman Clothed With the Sun
my goal is to be the most healed, strong, empowered, peace-filled, light emanating, disciplined, and joyful person i can be.
You go through spells where you feel that maybe you’re too sensitive for this world. I certainly felt that.
John William Waterhouse
The Magic Circle
Circe offering a cup to Odysseus
Herbert James Draper
Lament for Iccarus
William-Adolphe Bouguereau
Dawn
Day
Twilight
Night
Salvator Rosa
The Temptation of Saint Anthony
Francisco Goya
Saturn Devouring his Son
Casper David Friedrich
Wanderer above the Sea of Fog
Luis Ricardo Falero
Witches on the Sabbath
Francisco Goya
Witches’ Sabbath
Ilya Repin
Ivan the Terrible and his Son
I don’t think things will be substantially different next year but I just want this year to be over. 2017 through to now has been awful. The only good things I can pick out is that I graduated with a first and didn’t kill myself. I’m trying to keep it together, it’s just really hard. This whole year I’ve felt more alone than I’ve ever felt my whole 26 years being alive. I desperately want somebody to acknowledge my attempts at asking for help and comfort but so far it’s not been working.
It could just be my vitamin D deficiency talking but I’m miserable and deeply lonely. I’ve had such a horrible time these past two years between serious health problems, being hospitalised/needing multiple surgeries, having the majority of people I lived with at uni suddenly deciding I was the worst person alive and friends of mine struggling with their own lives and issues I’m just really lonely and not sure what to do.
I barely sleep anymore, even when I am with people I don’t feel like I’m there, food doesn’t taste all that different from other food. I’ll be okay I just want this year to be over and to be in a different place physically and mentally which I’m working on
